Porn, my fleshlight with the ass opening, prostate massager, dildo and two different size butt plugs would help satisfy the urges and thoughts. And getting off late did not leave much options either.
I had taken a job with a janitorial company which left me open during the day but the people whom I sought were out looking while I was at work. This being said I've always want to top someone, to be the person driving their cock in that perfect ass as they moan face down in the pillow.
I'm usually the bottom when having sex with men, I love the feeling of being handled by someone with a good size cock and knows how to use. Something to make me gag on when sucking or getting fucked. I love twinks and have always wanted to be with on.
The encounter's I've had were mostly with older men who don't fall into the body type I'm looking for, I was horny and tried of being picky. When it comes to having sex with men it comes down two things for me. I tried to select men who would provide a good time, trying to avoid those who don't fit what I am looking for. I would end up fooling around with cocks that never stayed hard, jerk off and leave dishearten. The guy would be into the hook up till I got there only to become distracted by something else. Now I was back and I was eager to cross something's off my bucket list (fucket list is what I call it my head.) Apps and some websites had help set up some get togethers, though they seemed to end in disappointments. During my time away I had come to the city on small trips and would fool around with someone depending on my mood. I am bi, average build, I think the term would be otter on the account of my beard. I had come to the small city for college after high school and had a few flings with girls, the milf who took my cherry and where I sucked my first cock. I had finally returned to the city after living in the countryside for a few years.